I can understand where you're coming from. It's only recently where I've come to the point where I think my life is to shot, and insignificant in the universe, to censor myself. I don't know what your body build is, and how much they stand out now (feel free to share pics anything is possible either clothed or not, with or without face showing), but 1750 is huge, and I think people should be pretty clear that you are someone who is a size fetishist, at least when it comss to boobs. Expanders are a great choice if the end goal isn't sure yet, or when moving beyond 2kcc. Altho it happens, they aren't intended to be the final implant, because with each fill the risk of leaking valves is increased. So expect atleast 2 procedures when going the expander route. This is why if you KNOW you want 2000cc or 2500cc, just a final BA with regular implants might be better. It's all up to you :-) I hope you keep us updated, and keep asking questions. I remember the day Essex Bunny cane here with her questions, and look where she is now a year later.