Forgive my ignorance and naivete, but to just SAY something like that and not post something is well, confusing. Yep, I'm a leech, a shameless, worthless internet forum prowler, looking for my internet porn addiction fix, and the little porn monkey on my back gets all riled when he sees there's porn that ain't made available for whatever the reason may be. If you wish to keep it to yourself, that's cool. It's your stuff, I won't begrudge you that. But coming to this environment and saying you have something and then not sharing it is kinda like going to the tiger's cage smelling of filet mignon and getting mad at the tiger when he rushes the barricade.
A monkey and a tiger reference in the same post in the internet nekkid tittie forum. Shame on me. What's next? A rabbi, a priest and a nymphomaniac? (Spoiler alert: The priest says, "No ma'am, that's considerably smaller than a communion wafer but it does smell like fish." I don't know what that means, it just got a laugh at the Knights of Columbus rib feed.)