where did you hear she was dead?
i read it on planetsuzy.org. What pornstars are doing now. Page 11
"Have any of you heard of Sakura Sena? Sakura Sena is dead.
I read in a Japanese magazine that Sakura Sena committed suicide. She got pregnant during a photo shoot about two years ago by someone who wasn't her husband. After she had the baby she had money problems and she killed herself.
Sorry for my bad English and my first post."
http://planetsuzy.org/showpost.php?p=6537736&postcount=105What?! That makes me sad. I knew she had struggled with depression for some time and the pregnancy being from someone other than her husband seems to make sense considering how her divorce, her site closing and her moving to Japan went down. A single parent usually struggles financially but I can't believe that's what happened to her. When she stopped updating her twitter and blog (
https://twitter.com/Sakura_Sena), I was seriously hoping that she had retreated fully into private life, raising her two kids peacefully.
I wonder if her getting pregnant happened during her "easter chocolate" shoot. I recall the look of surprise on her face when the guy came inside her seeming genuine but I just assumed that she was on some type of birth control - really, why wouldn't she be? Her life was so strange, but I guess we'll never know exactly how/why things unfolded the way they did.
RIP Mihoka if true.
EDIT:
Is this rumor really true? Looking at that post, it's dated July 2012, but on her Twitter her last post is around November of 2012? I don't think it's true that she is dead, but the stuff about the circumstances of her divorce might be since we have no way to look that up and verify... maybe they mean "dead" in the sense that the character Sakura Sena is dead not the actual person behind the character.