She promised work for clipteez, she promised to "be around and participate more" and she promised good content on her patreon. She has delivered none of those.
Rather, she has dangled just enough bait to gain the "loyalty" of some members (and my loyalty, I mean an army of white knights). Many changes have been made, and accommodations have been given, in the hope that she would feel more like a part of the community. It is clear now (to me anyway) that she never had any intention of being that. She was here to serve her own interests--at first to prop up her ego and self esteem, then to find a benefactor to help with her surgeries, and then finally to make money via her patreon.
This is a bit childish. "Promises to work for Clipteez, to be around and participate more" are either subjective or informal.
Only the suggestions made about the content available on her Patreon could be considered somewhat deceiving because she demanded a hefty sum to access it, but even those claims do not appear to have been worded in a binding manner, and you can cancel quite easily.
"Many changes have been made, and accomodations have been given..." Like what?
What more have you (and I include myself in that) really done for her on this board than she has done for you? She gave us a few sexy pics from time to time, no strings attached, which was nice of her. Did you do something for her that we don't know to feel so betrayed, like rescue her from a pit of alligators or something?
You seem to imply that her presence on the board was from the get-go part of a scheme to ultimately fleece money off some poor saps.
But she has been around here for several years and could easily have started asking for money much earlier to the same effect.
She has enormous breasts and the internet is full of guys with such a fetish who will spend good money on such a well endowed woman. If she wanted to draw money/presents/a comfortable lifestyle from her looks, there would be many better ways to achieve that goal than dropping a few - generally rather subdued - lines and semi-private pics on a small message board like this.
I think at some point for personal reasons she either wanted or needed to model, maybe because despite her initial desire for privacy she had started to gain a bit of notoriety and thought "what the heck", maybe for other reasons. She tried to do it in a way that would comply with her need for privacy. And then she fell guilty of upselling the meager amount of content she was willing or technically able to dish out as an improvised glamour model.
But really, who doesn't?
Why does Asa Akira charge $100 to her fans for one-song lapdances in strip clubs where she features? Because she can.
Now that Lilly is gone, you talk of Blondie and others as remaining beacons of light. Blondie gets paid by cash slaves, others sell dinner time or have wishlists from which you can buy them fairly hefty presents.
In their own ways, they reap benefits from the attention of men to whom, in real life, they wouldn't give the time of day or don't even know.
Skip to the next sexy, virtual, idealized acquaintance and nod fervently to anything she says until one day, something strikes a sour enough note with one of you that through his bitching and moaning, the illusion breaks for her entire little circle of admirers who each thought they had a somewhat personal and trusting relationship with an internet bombshell.
Then the floodgates open and pronto, you become rats speculating about her psychological traits and other life imbalances like you would do on the threads of any random big breasted barista or stripper that inhabit this board.
When she was still on the board, her B-movie was the new James Bond, now that she's gone it sucks.
Showing yourself to possibly be bigger classless turncoats that the girls who "disrespected you" by pricing you out of their attention.
She's probably not a saint, but she seems to be a decent, everyday broad whose makeover led her to a measure of internet celebrity and to bite off a bit more than she could chew.