I could have posted it inside my own thread , but i think it has a better place here
(sorry for my english)
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Ok, about yesterday, so I went to Belgium to see my favorite surgeon. ( Fun part at the end )
At the time of my consultation, I asked the Dr if I could do the filling myself at home, and if it was possible to teach me? He had assured me that yes, but orally only. He also told me that the filling kit costs 100€.
I had my operation on December 22, 2022, the results were perfect, and my recovery went perfectly, the holidays I took were a good idea.
When setting a date from home after my surgery, I thought I was going to be entitled to this lesson from my first post-op visit, after removing my bandages and checking that everything was fine. So basically, towards the end of January.
It was a big mistake on my part, at the time of the post op, it was much too early to fill my implants, the nurse as well as the Dr, told me that normally they waited 6 months before doing it; (I think they thought I wanted to go from 400cc to 1000cc right away.
I clearly explained to the Dr that no, I wanted to do small, but regular fillings so as not to have stretch marks or too much pain.
He then said to me, "Well, no worries! We can do that from 3 months post-op!" Cool! I only had 2 months left to wait to get pumped up! '
I admit that very quickly my 400ccs seemed ridiculous to me compared to what I was looking for. I wanted to reduce the space between the implants and to have the breasts that protrude on the side (just for the pleasure of my arms bumping into them every time I move, so i'll never forget that I have a magnificent pair of fake tits;)
When I made the appointment for my 3 months, I had several not necessarily pleasant surprises:
- The filling would cost 600€ (500€ + 100€ supply)
- It would not be before April 19 (so more than 4 months)
- The assistants weren't sure that I could learn and do it myself afterwards, and they told me to see the Dr on D-Day (imagine if on the 19th the Dr had changed his mind
)
In short, no choice, I was going to see D-Day, I didn't want to bother the Dr with emails to have me confirm in writing what he had said orally.
Meanwhile being a good psychorigid, I started to make content on my twitter, just enough to tease a little. Waiting for the big day.
The day before, I started to make a matrix of videos to do each time I would get filled, on the columns I have situations that can induce swelling, on the lines there are clothes to use.
has a Result, I have a small collection of 50 mini videos to redo each time I inflate my implants. I'm going to have a great fun transition/timelapse collection after a few fills!
On D-Day, I was ready to go there at the last moment, I had an appointment at 4 p.m., and I was barely ready at 12 p.m. knowing that I had almost 4 hours of driving, I was really in a state second.
As much the day before I hardly thought about it, I was working normally at work. But the next day I felt quite feverish, my head was elsewhere, I knew that something huge and upsetting was going to happen, and that I had uncertainties, to see that maybe I would have to manage a complicated situation quickly. The more time progressed, the more I felt like I was physically weakening.
I arrived at the Clinic around 3:30 p.m. finally, I stayed a good 15 minutes in the car trying to regain my senses, it was missed.. I was starting to tremble, it was not a good sign! Damn, I was finally going to know what it feels like to feel to have my breasts grow all by themselves!
I took my courage in 2 hands, and I went to the reception, I focused on the gift I had planned to give them in thanks for my breasts;)
Once inside, I was like the other times, perfectly welcomed, the staff of the clinic is really incredible! There is one of the employees who seemed to have tears in her eyes when she read the little note I left in the chocolate box;)
There followed a long wait until at least 5:30 p.m., there was a delay in the evening. No big deal, I managed to relax a bit more easily.
When I was called, I was relaxed and eager to know what happened next. I went up in the elevator with the head nurse with my little bag containing a tripod and my camera, if I ever managed to get the staff to accept it.
Very quickly I asked them if indeed I was going to be able to do the filllings at home, and to my great relief the Dr arrived and confirmed my request!
Yesss!!
Finally! I'm getting closer to my goal!
They make me undress, the doctor congratulates me on my result, he tells me that it was a good idea to underfill expanders.
Once lying on the operating table, the Dr asks me what I want to do: "What do we do? 100cc 200cc??"
I answer him "Ho no, as we said, just 60ccs, we're going slowly!". Those to which he replies "Ha yes, well if you are patient, that's the best there is to do for a perfect result!"
I think at that moment, my brain was already doing me a dirty trick.
"Hey! Did you hear what he said? He's the surgeon, he knows what's good for your breasts, and he automatically offers you to go to 200ccs! If it drops to 60ccs, it's ridiculous!"
I struggled, and I didn't change my mind, let's do 60ccs, after all that will allow me to multiply the number of filling experiences, and then according to my calculations, that's a good 15%, I should start feeling something quickly!
I took a dose of courage and finally, I also ask him if I have the right to put a tripod with a camera on it, because I do not easily retain oral explanations. "Yes No problem ! "
The speed at which he accepts questionned me, maybe there are already plenty of other girls who have done the same thing??
I get up, time to unpack and put everything in place, I'm quite satisfied with my purchase. The tripod is right at the perfect height, it doesn't get in the way, and the camera screen lets me see where I'm aiming!
No need for an assistant friend and then especially if I don't move, I should be able to make beautiful videos in accelerated to judge my swelling
While I was thinking, the nurse was already preparing something on my left. I turned around and I understand that it is the same automatic machine that the Dr has used to inflate big stars, such as Amanda Lovelie!!
I was convinced that he would give me an explanation using a syringe, in the end no, it's a machine that will fill me up! What an honor!
I wake up from my discussion with myself, after having cleaned my "filling port" with betadine on the right breasts, and having taken my port between the fingers, he confirms to me that mine are very visible and that it will be easy enough !
I like the idea of having inflation valves visible and impossible to hide!
I also understand that from one second to another it will sting! I was not at all afraid of the bite, I already do enough for other reasons.
I actually feel a micro tingling, which frankly only lasts a tenth of a second, then I feel a pressure, through the needle it is entering the port like butter (okay, in in butter straight out of the fridge
But butter nonetheless!
"That's it, it's good, we're in!" He told me!
I expected him to ask me if he could start pumping, a bit like your dentist who warns you that he is going to vibrate a molar! Since he must have thought that I would like reassurance?
Well no, I quickly understood that he had made a sign to his assistant to start the machine! In the way like "I act, you will complain after;)"
I understood this because he was no longer moving, he had this pipe in his hand and was holding the needle firmly in place.
I expected sensations, but nothing came, just the tiny "pop" when he quickly removed the needle once the 60cc passed!
This is where the frustration started to rise in me, the time he was going around to go to the other breasts, I had already thought about it.
He puts the syringe back in the left port, and I don't ask him any more questions, I focus on the sensations!!
I ended up feeling something very light, it was too much, I wanted to know!
Before he finishes and removes the needle, I slip him a shy "Hm, finally you could go up to 120ccs??"
"Yes, no worries, we'll then go back to the other one to put 60 more.."
I heard the machine making a "plop" when it finished reloading the syringe, it is also the signal that it is starting again!
The room was very quiet, the Dr didn't say anything and neither did I, I was able to concentrate on the sensations.
70cc nothing, 90cc nothing... 100cc... ho??!? that's it, I can feel it!
It's just amazing! I ended up feeling my breasts grow!
Sorry for the sensitive souls, but if I had to describe this feeling, I would say that in women in case of sexual excitement, she has an influx of blood and the clitoris is gorged with blood and also swells a little ..
It was the same here! It was very slow, but it's like I had two giant clitoris that were getting bloody and swell! I'm sure it must be the same with men??
I gained incredible footing, and on the operating table, I can tell you that I crossed my legs!!
Another thing that had to do in favor of my pleasure, it is surely my side a little submissive (I said "A LITTLE"), because I was at the mercy of the machine, I felt that my implants was starting to get tight, but I had no control over it!
For such a right, I loved it!!
Finally .. ? Well my nice words went up in smoke, I did 120cc instead of 60, but it was really worth it!
too bad , I would have less filling, but the sensations will be crazy
I left the clinic after asking the Dr a lot of questions (except the important ones of course, what an idiot), And after spending 20 minutes in front of the toilet mirror admiring the result!
I am a little over 24 hours after my filling, and I have no pain, neither during nor now.
It's 3:30 in the morning, I should be in bed, but I wanted to share this with you!
I had already noticed that by moving my pectoral muscles, I indeed manage to move my implants, but also that if I stayed in position for a few seconds by forcing a little, I manage to almost make my breasts cum . It's pretty crazy, because now I also have "hands-free" stimulators
Did I see the difference?? Yes .. By doing a little editing of the video, it's obvious! More than getting bigger, they have mostly changed shape and are now well rounded!
But just now, for example, I have an old t-shirt on me, a little tight, well if I turn around with a twisting motion, well, I feel my implants struggling under my skin and above against the t-shirt. . I love that !
For the rest, I intend to finish making a filling machine at home, I will film everything ! I don't think I'm going to make the system to make a donation where each $ gives me an extra cc. I admit that I really want to maximize the sensations next time, and I don't want to wait 1 hour to feel them swelling.
Next time, I will fill at home with 180cc (yes, it's decided, you have the honor to have the info first)
So I would go from 520cc to 700cc!! Wow!!
I'll leave you, I'm going to bed, hoping you enjoyed sharing this long text as much as I did writing it!
I still have to email my surgeon to know what are the conditions to redo a filling;)
