Ha! Yeah I get it. I'm not been 100% realistic, at the end its fantasy, but I'm trying to get that balance all the time, as far as I can.
Also, I am the "bigger is better" kind of guy. I found myself fighting my instinct of writing something like "and she filled up 100000 ccs and live happily ever after, the end".
But I also enjoy the writing process and love to try new ways of telling things. I don't want to end up repeating myself over and over, so I'll try to spice things a little bit, and develop different characters.
BTW I also liked stephs dream, it was a way to write something I wanted to write without destroying the atmosphere of the story
tnx for commenting, I'm already working on the next chapter =D