I would never have thought that my physical changes have caused so many discussions lately. I noticed that many misunderstandings arose.
Many think I would look at the transformation to a black woman as a holiday safari and do it just for fun. This is not so! On the contrary, for me this transformation is a serious thing that comes from the heart
Therefore, I find it very important to clarify these misunderstandings before the misunderstandings become worse.
In the last few days, I've been asked countless times: "Why do you want to be a black woman?" This is a long story. This starts in January of this year.
Like many other Europeans, I have dreamed of getting beautiful tanned skin. But when sunbathing and in the sun bed, I never really turned brown.
Then I asked my doctor for advice, if he knows a way how I can be beautifully tanned. He has explained to me, the main biological difference between dark-skinned people and light-skinned people is a hormone. Dark-skinned humans are so genetically predisposed that this hormone is produced much more in their bodies as in the bodies of light-skinned humans.
My doctor has suggested to me a treatment in which the self-production of this hormone in my body will be stimulated. He said, that after this treatment, I will become quickly brown, without having to expose myself to excessive UV radiation. However, since this treatment is still new, he can’t say exactly how long the effect will last, and how strongly the result will be.
Because I wanted a tanned skin so much, I decided for the treatment.
The treatment worked very well
From the first week my skin became very fast darker and darker
My doctor was surprised how well the treatment works for me. In the follow-up, he found that my hormone level has stabilized permanently on an African high level and I’m physically very well. I’m very happy about it
Until this time, I only had the desire to have beautiful tanned skin.
Over time, the change was not limited to my skin colour.
But my whole body changed. Everything on my body became much darker, also my hair, eyebrow, etc.
I compensated it by bleaching my hair to stay light blonde.
But then my feelings and my beauty ideals also changed. When I went to the swimming pool, for example, I thought to myself: "Oh, my goodness all these people are so pale." And it seemed to me quite strange.
A lot of my fans wrote to me: "I really like your new look. However, your light blonde hair does not fit at all." At first, I did not believe my fans. But then I bought myself a black wig, with African curls. With the wig I took a photo shoot. When I saw the photos, I was just excited because it fits so perfectly to my new look
And it makes me very happy to be a black woman
Therefore, I will support my body in the transformation
I will stop bleaching my hair, but colouring back to the black original colour. Furthermore, I want to have little African curls in my hair. Also the other physical characteristics of a black woman I would like to take, such as larger lips and larger buttocks
I’m now very happy and excited because of my changes