I found this thread trying to google this same question. All the results just seem to be people looking/asking about it.
It's sort of silly/sad, but I've always had this sort of fantasy ever since I was in middle school and this busty girl was mean to me. I was just so mesmerized her breasts that her meanness only seemed to make her seem more special.
Usually my fantasies are kind of like those male "cuckold" ones, but I imagine my boyfriend being seduced by a busty woman and her doing all the things I can't while I watch and she insults me. Or just anything really where men are ignoring other women and are completely fixated on one woman's huge breasts. Or just me, myself, being the one seduced/insulted for having such an inferior chest.
I really don't know why I find it so arousing. I fear talking to others about it because I feel like it sounds so self-hating, but I'm really not at all ashamed or humiliated by small breasts, I'm perfectly fine with my body
. It's just a fun fantasy to me, not mean/hurtful.
It seems almost completely absent in porn. There are endless male instruction/humiliation videos, but it seems almost impossible to just even find a single video where the person on camera is specifically targeting a female viewer. I don't care if it's a guy or a girl doing it, just anything would be nice.
All I want is to be told that no guy will ever want to be with me because of my pathetic small breasts. Is that too much to ask?
(Btw, I appreciated reading people's thoughts on this here. It's nice hearing I'm not alone)