Thanks for the kind words, 1999. We might know each other from her website. Countless nights I spent watching her on cam. Those were great years and I'm happy to have followed her career so closely. The only regret I have is not going to meet her in person in Vernon. I had the chance to go and I balked, taking for granted she would never leave Canada. Oh wait, I do have another regret. lol. I bought a bunch of stuff from her on her auctions only to throw everything away after my ex gf found my stash. How dumb. Should have gotten rid of my gf as soon as she threatened to throw my stuff away.
Having dealt with depression myself, I hope she was able to put her life back together. I don't pretend to know exactly what went on with her life. I keep in touch with a couple of friends from her old website and most of the info on her I get from them. She has completely disappeared last year or so and I have heard it might have something to do with her divorce agreement, by her not being able to use the name "Sakura Sena" anymore. I also remember something happening to her son, but I don't know what.
Anyway, she will always be my ATF. And like you, I hope she is happy wherever she is right now.